世上有很多矛盾的事

 不免令人徬徨失措

路雖然是人走出來的, 但是要自己走出一條來, 對任何人來說都不會件易事

    也許我們不能改變別人, 卻可以試著改變自己 

       

       向來 不知所以然卻也糊裡糊塗地度過

         總是 放縱自己又事後懊惱

      就這樣 不明白又不敢打破沙鍋問到底

         

      難到 事情的緩急輕重沒概念嗎?

       不盡然, 至少皮毛的利害關係還是有想到的

 

         可以天花亂墜, 可以九霄雲外

      但 逐步踏實 相對來說還是少之又少     

浪子回頭, 轉型, 擺脫束縛....說得容易,做得難

 

well, i know you can JUST DO IT; however, HOW? you dont wanna fall for nothing, right?

 this is a test examining whether you're a survivor.......

 

  it's not easy....but worth struggling for.......

 

        i am glad i am positive ....

know it

taste it

enjoy it

 

 2007/01/26,27     

 

        瑋美絕倫     into infinity

 

 always think of '' what if...'' , especially when i finally got the grade report of the semester

 

  to pick and do the most important one between choices, i am not so wise ...

 

   a result is composed of several little fragments which seem scant before

 

  fragments occupy into a big integrated picture.... like the puzzles contains lots of pieces

 

  that's the cause and effect.....after all, i should learn something from this semester...

 

 at least ....  i should ponder how to improve my advantages and overcome my shortcomings

 

    that could be an ignorance, or a new personal discovery....

 

                           

 

                                                          ''Cogito, ergo Sum.''

 

 

 

 

 

 people do realize what they are doing 'casue this society aint teaching you nothing...

 

   the talent have influence over the ordinary....and establish a mechanism away from chaos ...

 

 people do not like any troubles, so having a dominating convention to make sheep follow is essntial.

 

  '' so keep asking yourself, what dominates the society? how to do to become as one member of dominating power? '', as Hatian anthropologist said to his students at the last day of course.

 

  we are living in systemS, well~ dude, pick one you like the most...

 

  life is short, keep wandering around only wastes time of your never-able-to-reverse life...    

 

   follow, to be skillful, enable to construct and alter.......

 

  watch out bud, you can do it for your own good.

 

  ''no pain, no gain''  .....never try, never get a chance...

my lazy-boned and passive mindset casues me to postpone everything all the time....

 

when each thing catches me up and calls for my attention at the same time, I am lost.

 

that's a sign of bad boy......gotta get over it...

 

i can beat it.....as long as i believe i do wanna lead a good way for my OWN LIFE...

 

''just do it''

 

突然

 覺得很感謝家人的愛護讓我出國讀書

雖然很突兀

 但是我只是想簡單地紀錄下此時此刻的心情

不容放過

 因為美好的事真的瞬間轉眼就逝...

dealthness happens all the time........i just wish i can do more of what i wanna do till the end of my judging day~

so this is about it.......i got the feeling now....

 

not bad.....as long as i dot get a poor grade......i found s.t. interesting.....

 

 

 

 

learning what i can , gaining what i deserved.

 

ppl acquiring experience during process, so the success is just a matter that's not as important as folks' saying of its most cherished part. what i am saying is that every steps you're taking now, disregarding it's worthy or worthless, are subject to your own life. deal with it, no matter how good you do. here's the question, what's the good of ur life? stay put for the chace coming knock your front door? one doctor said ''things u've avoided, those are the potential of your strength.'' then ask yourself, how many things you've taken for granted. anyway, choices can lead u to different directions. what's the best of your achievement in your life you'd like to do/ life is short, man. decision is yours, may ppl i know have a good life.

WARINGING.........

IT'S COMING....WHICH I I HOPE THERE'S NO ANY BIG DEAL BUT WE STILL EARN A COUPLE OF FREE VACATIONS.

 

WE'LL SEE............GOD BLESS MIAMI....AMEN...

 

LET ME GET ENOUGH TIME TO RECOVER WHAT I SHOULD'VE ACHEIEVED.....

GOD...I KNOW YOU TREASURE GOOD PPL.....HERE'S ONE YOU CAN COUNT ON....WAHAHAHA....

 

HELP ME HELP YOU....IT'S A DONE DEAL, ISN'T IT? YOU KNOW; I KNOW; EVERYBODY KNOWS YOU'RE GENEROUS, SO IT'S TIME TO SHOW YOUR MAJIC THOUGH.

 

WAIT AND SEE.....PEACE~

 

 

因為在熱死人不償命的炙熱陽光下看人釣魚, 所以這幾天我在 ''蛻變''

學到的教訓是.....

涂防曬乳記得不要偷工減料, 只涂頸部是自找苦吃

現實是這樣....不關殘酷與否.....都是要過...

 對於這現實...怎麼面對.... 用正面的態度.....用負面的態度......當然因人而定

同樣一件事.....一種米養百樣人..無可厚非每個人的想法都會分歧....

 但是....可以說的是.....心情不好的話事情難做好....

畢竟....人是經常受情感所苦.....受情感左右真的就容易亂了......

 人之所以高於泛靈一籌......情緒上的管理是占很大因素的...

i had a blockout in the bathroom a few days ago....

not mentioning i had this horrible disorder, i was just being drowsy as finishing a tiny bottle of beer...

it's obviuos i can't drink.......small quatity of beer can make me drunk enough....

people drinking alcohol for social occations is a thing that couldn't be more common...

for sure....i can ever never find any bit of tasteful out of beer...

i still can't understand why people want to bottom-up such tasteless drink....

anyway.....i got hit at i-don't-know-where while that blockout after finishing my only beer...

friends was shouting and yelling outside bathroom as i was dreamy in the fantasy...

finally i got out of the bathroom and find myself lying on my bed with people's supports... 

aye~ beer...sucks..

that's the end...

i need mirror...

 mirror can reflect you ....

looking at myself is nothing but true.....

 knowing myself is what i should do now...

that's the most important thing for everybody...i believe..

 what do you want exactly? what is good to you? what should you do to acheive more what you want?

getting lost is a misfortune........and i think that's where i am at now....

 a journey looking for who i am.......

along with a mirror .............it's necessary.......

 only if you find what you looking for in the mirror........you can relate to things more easily that you'd love to   strive for ..

 

peace~

 

heard of somebody saying that .......

 what is fair? there's no true fairness in this world

one thing, to some may be fair enough, but to others may be unfair

 raising a good point tho~ 

前幾天的晚上.....聽著朋友在聊天聊地......一如往常....我還是聆聽者...

 

他們牽扯到一個有趣的話題.......

小時後在我們濛濛未懂時, 有些小嬰兒會被拍裸照....

大部分是公的受此滿清十一大酷刑吧/..我想..

我的問題是.........為什麼.......我覺得此問題值得加入 ''十萬個為什麼'' 系列...

 

因為我之前也發現, 的確有一張我全身赤裸裸的照片, 坐在一個比我大的單人的沙發上, 是那種 ''我的小肥手不能同時掛在兩邊'' 那樣大的沙發...旁邊還矗立著一隻白文鳥....彷彿影射著什麼似的....

再看看我當時的痴肥樣.....我想當時我可能還在為當天的天氣格外清涼而興奮不已, 閒情逸致中帶著頗有幾分扮演穿著新衣的國王的驕傲....疏不知......是一隻任人宰割的肥羊....

 

所以...長大的肥羊就開始疑問了.....今日就來掛著羊頭賣狗腿的問題...

一堆肥肉加上一隻小鳥.....有什麼藝術呢/

有沒有誘導未成年妨害風化的嫌疑/

看英文電影果然不是普通的難.........

這個想法, 看了這部電影之後讓我深刻體會到....

 我想....

 

去看書是必要的.....

欣慰的是..

 我好像可以去嘗試做些我不會的事

 

擔心的是..

 沒有好基礎, 甚至跟常人比起來我還略勝一籌, 想必要踏出每一步都會是那麼地猶疑不絕

 

我

想要在壓力下能有所成長.....把寶貴的知識吸收到我的肚仔裡..

每一刻...每一個善念....每一個行動...每一個省思....

任何的人事物.......都會是我的學習或借鏡....

人生苦短....

活著...就是要儘量做有價值有意義的事...

 

因為徬徨茫然而有的莫名壓力.....

不做....等到情況自行改善要等到什麼時候

做了...雖然不保證成功但是至少成功的機會大於零不是嗎?

 

那就加緊步伐做點有意義的事吧....

 

不鳴則已, 一鳴至少別人不會認為你是啞巴.......