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December 29 自己又在亂想了人生很無奈, 人真得要抱著正面的態度
在有限的範圍內做自己能盡到的最大的努力
在言行必一的目標下, 不斷的挑戰自己
雖然有時候還真不知道自己在懦弱什麼, 身邊為你好的人能說到能做到的, 要學會聽得進去也要吸收進去
最重要的付諸行動, 也是要經由挑戰心理莫名的一道牆
在主觀意識和客觀看法中, 尋找一個立足點.
一切都為了自我的成長, 做點努力
July 09 要做個像樣的** 或許事情不像所想的那麼簡單
但是在錯誤中學習
應該還是比逃避來得實際
事情應該都有轉圜的餘地
一個真正的倖存者
就是要接受挑戰
當然...有人一起奮鬥應該比較不會無聊.  May 22 be MORE dyiing without experiencing sth. out of ordinary is too bad...
take everthing and anything into your own heart, can you?
it's wworth struggling for....in this lifetime.
passion
confidence
slef-awareness
future you
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list hella bunch of them if you like
see if you can make it different 21前幾天特別留意看了平時沒在看的影集
他的旁白大概這麼說:
"....你最想要的, 得不到....
...但是那些受苦的, 往往是那些不知道要做什麼的..."
以上的廢話在這裡我要硬借來引用......
那些在過生日的人會受苦的, 往往是那些不會喝酒`不會游泳的人
ZZZZZ.....周末三天用了兩天吐應該就夠了.....第三天的機會還是當懦夫乖乖學習準備期末, 讓我老弟代兄瀟灑醉一回
不過最最重要的是......
謝謝親朋好友"長輩"的捧場與"恩惠".....讓大家見笑了....
給自己的提醒:
1. 我要學會游泳
2. 部分人士丟我進去游泳池三次
3. 好吃的蛋糕最好等吐完再吃, 而且不要用來塗臉
有想到新的再補....
4. 為什麼花了第三天的時間, 還是寫不完功課....
謬思, 李白... 賜給我文思潺潺永不盡的能力吧....
最後祝自己 21 前途光明
March 21 dizzy, yet brainstorming. kidda like a self-imposed complaint 世上有很多矛盾的事
不免令人徬徨失措
路雖然是人走出來的, 但是要自己走出一條來, 對任何人來說都不會件易事
也許我們不能改變別人, 卻可以試著改變自己
向來 不知所以然卻也糊裡糊塗地度過
總是 放縱自己又事後懊惱
就這樣 不明白又不敢打破沙鍋問到底
難到 事情的緩急輕重沒概念嗎?
不盡然, 至少皮毛的利害關係還是有想到的
可以天花亂墜, 可以九霄雲外
但 逐步踏實 相對來說還是少之又少
浪子回頭, 轉型, 擺脫束縛....說得容易,做得難
well, i know you can JUST DO IT; however, HOW? you dont wanna fall for nothing, right? March 03 life is interesting enough.. this is a test examining whether you're a survivor.......
it's not easy....but worth struggling for.......
i am glad i am positive .... December 21 end of session, new of season always think of '' what if...'' , especially when i finally got the grade report of the semester
to pick and do the most important one between choices, i am not so wise ...
a result is composed of several little fragments which seem scant before
fragments occupy into a big integrated picture.... like the puzzles contains lots of pieces
that's the cause and effect.....after all, i should learn something from this semester...
at least .... i should ponder how to improve my advantages and overcome my shortcomings
that could be an ignorance, or a new personal discovery....
''Cogito, ergo Sum.''
December 01 there you go, and here I am people do realize what they are doing 'casue this society aint teaching you nothing...
the talent have influence over the ordinary....and establish a mechanism away from chaos ...
people do not like any troubles, so having a dominating convention to make sheep follow is essntial.
'' so keep asking yourself, what dominates the society? how to do to become as one member of dominating power? '', as Hatian anthropologist said to his students at the last day of course.
we are living in systemS, well~ dude, pick one you like the most...
life is short, keep wandering around only wastes time of your never-able-to-reverse life...
follow, to be skillful, enable to construct and alter.......
watch out bud, you can do it for your own good.
''no pain, no gain'' .....never try, never get a chance... October 30 i can beat it..my lazy-boned and passive mindset casues me to postpone everything all the time....
when each thing catches me up and calls for my attention at the same time, I am lost.
that's a sign of bad boy......gotta get over it...
i can beat it.....as long as i believe i do wanna lead a good way for my OWN LIFE...
''just do it'' October 13 ''What Gender Is Your Brain?''
October 02 sigh~dealthness happens all the time........i just wish i can do more of what i wanna do till the end of my judging day~ September 08 bad writing......please keep away from your eyesso this is about it.......i got the feeling now....
not bad.....as long as i dot get a poor grade......i found s.t. interesting.....
learning what i can , gaining what i deserved.
ppl acquiring experience during process, so the success is just a matter that's not as important as folks' saying of its most cherished part. what i am saying is that every steps you're taking now, disregarding it's worthy or worthless, are subject to your own life. deal with it, no matter how good you do. here's the question, what's the good of ur life? stay put for the chace coming knock your front door? one doctor said ''things u've avoided, those are the potential of your strength.'' then ask yourself, how many things you've taken for granted. anyway, choices can lead u to different directions. what's the best of your achievement in your life you'd like to do/ life is short, man. decision is yours, may ppl i know have a good life. August 29 HURRICAN~!WARINGING.........
IT'S COMING....WHICH I I HOPE THERE'S NO ANY BIG DEAL BUT WE STILL EARN A COUPLE OF FREE VACATIONS.
WE'LL SEE............GOD BLESS MIAMI....AMEN...
LET ME GET ENOUGH TIME TO RECOVER WHAT I SHOULD'VE ACHEIEVED.....
GOD...I KNOW YOU TREASURE GOOD PPL.....HERE'S ONE YOU CAN COUNT ON....WAHAHAHA....
HELP ME HELP YOU....IT'S A DONE DEAL, ISN'T IT? YOU KNOW; I KNOW; EVERYBODY KNOWS YOU'RE GENEROUS, SO IT'S TIME TO SHOW YOUR MAJIC THOUGH.
WAIT AND SEE.....PEACE~
July 30 光明的力量現實是這樣....不關殘酷與否.....都是要過...
對於這現實...怎麼面對.... 用正面的態度.....用負面的態度......當然因人而定
同樣一件事.....一種米養百樣人..無可厚非每個人的想法都會分歧....
但是....可以說的是.....心情不好的話事情難做好....
畢竟....人是經常受情感所苦.....受情感左右真的就容易亂了......
人之所以高於泛靈一籌......情緒上的管理是占很大因素的... July 11 Drinking....i had a blockout in the bathroom a few days ago....
not mentioning i had this horrible disorder, i was just being drowsy as finishing a tiny bottle of beer...
it's obviuos i can't drink.......small quatity of beer can make me drunk enough....
people drinking alcohol for social occations is a thing that couldn't be more common...
for sure....i can ever never find any bit of tasteful out of beer...
i still can't understand why people want to bottom-up such tasteless drink....
anyway.....i got hit at i-don't-know-where while that blockout after finishing my only beer...
friends was shouting and yelling outside bathroom as i was dreamy in the fantasy...
finally i got out of the bathroom and find myself lying on my bed with people's supports...
aye~ beer...sucks..
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